EXPERINCES IN UNiSEL....

alhmdulillah...
setelah sekian lama...akhirnye dpt gak ana post kat blog nie...
qilah dh smpai tnye2 dh...ble ana nk post cite ana..k la,kali nie ana nk cite my experiences selama hmpir 2 bln kat unisel..huhu~

first time dtg unisel,rasa mcm x caye...wah,bt0l ke aku dh masuk ipt nie???ya allah,btul2 excited time tu...hehe...

pegi plak tgk hostel...wow!!duduk kat umah teres 2 tingkat...tp jauh la dr kampus..20 km..
hari pertama ok lg...

masuk hari kedua...disbbkn ana x de kwn lg time tu...ana keseorgn mencari klaz...
aduhh...
time tu rase takut sgt...then, i asked someone...indian girls...rupa2nye diorg satu klaz dgn ana..
masuk2 klaz...sume org pndg...maklum la,ana sorg je yg pkai tudung labuh time tu...
w/pun sbnrnye x de la labuh mane p0n...segan syadid arr time tu...

bila mlm...call mak...
siap nangis2 lg tu...
nangis bkn sbb homesick...tp sbb takut...
takut dgn environment unisel...
couple,laki pompuan mmg x de batas langsung...
cket p0n x...bertepuk tmpr bg diorg biasa je...

housemate p0n ade yg smoking...
time tu mmg sgt perlu kuat...
then my mum said something to me...
to return my strength back...
honestly,2 minggu pertama kat ctu...ana berendam air mata...
x pernh rasa sedahsyat mcm nie...

seminggu lps tu,result rayuan upu kuar...ana check,dpt kat udm...satu ipt dgn zatul...dpt kos multimedia...lps bincg dgn family,parents ana x bg...diorg ckp jauh sgt...pape hal jd,susah diorg nk dtg...ana nangis lg time tu...nape2???ana btul2 x nmpk lg hikmah ALLAH campak ana ke ipt yg x islamic tu... jauh dr kwn2 yg sefikrah dgn ana...

tp skrg...
lps hampir 2 bln ana kat unisel...ana dh blh adapt dgn environment yg baru nie...x lah bermaksud ana turut sama dlm anasir2 yg -ve tu...yg mane ana rase salah,i try to avoid it...dn kat cni,ana btul2 dpt praktikkn batas2 pergauln yg ana dpt waktu skul dulu...kalau dulu,discussion antara banin bnt sgt la dielakkn...tp kat cni,itu bnde biasa...dan waktu tu la ana praktikkn sgl2nye..

alhmdulillah..
ALLAH permudhkn sglnye...Dia kurniakn ana bdak2 klaz yg memahami dn menghormati prinsip ana...kalau ade disscussion,boyz x kn duduk dkt2 sgt dgn ana...sedaya upaya diorg mengelak dari tersentuh w/pun dgn girlz lain diorg x mcm tu...now,i really love my claz n my lecturers n everything except the -ve one...

dulu,ana slalu fikir nape ALLAH x bg ana ipt yg islamic environmentnye???atau x p0n,satu ipt dgn kwn2 ana yg ana dh kenal???nape ALLAH campak ana kat ipt yg terpencil,sorg2 plak tu...
n now,i realise hikmahnye...hikmahnye...hehe...biar la ana je yg simpn...kalau nk cite kat cni mmg pjg...tp pape p0n,alhmdulillah ana dh dpt group usrah skrg..so,x la kering sgt...

setakat nie je la cite ana...kalau diikutkn pjg lg..tp cukup la nie...ana cume harap ntunna dpt ambik something drp cite ana...pape p0n,miss u all...korg ttp di hati...hehehe...:)))